Dormant :)

The last exam day in BIT ….though our simulation exam boycott made it a day extra for us ….but then when it comes to the batch ….we all were a part of this last day! The exam getting over ….the canteen flooding with people ….people celebrating their engineering degree ….guys and girls moving around the campus in the early evening hours ….feeling the heat of the campus which had always been so warm to them …. Guys leaving the hostel after the “In Time” …. Some going out to eat ….most of them to have a liquor bath …. And a few others moving out to have a long ‘Doping’ session ….the cricketing fans having their share of Raina’s highest Indian IPL score ….and somehow ….today I felt like sleeping!!!

One of the prime reasons of course being me having left Drinks …. And the second one ….that I was awfully tired …. And I even I don’t dope and somehow none but Mumbai Indians enthuse me to stay awake after an exam …. Now it is early into the night …. 10pm …. The doped are already deep into the shackles of slumber ….the bacchanalians have not yet returned …. And so a lot of fun is still in store …. For they would definitely come to my room to share their after shower fun :P ….the IPL guys are in the TV room upstairs …. I am here alone in my room …. Sharing these last moments with my laptop and of course paying my parting BIT regards to Shakira and Rihanna ….and enjoying the last exam tea in BIT :D
Must have been one of the most relaxed days of my life ….feeling so lonely yet so satisfied today …. Feels like I have achieved something …. Those mechanical engineering labs …. Those matlab functions …. Those dreaded ECE class rooms …. Today I feel what it takes to become engineer! Frankly speaking I have done something out of my capabilities ….these exams are far more tough than I can bear ….but some how I managed to C them through :P
Tonight is an exit day from BIT and an entrance day into a new life …. So tonight I have decided to make a plan for the new phase of my life ….i am very less active in my actions and so I need to be proactive in my thoughts ….so let me enjoy the freaky night I have in store for me …. I have to draft the agenda for the next 3 months in my life 

THE OTHER SIDE F BIT .... exiiiiiited!!!

It's Ramnavmi tuday....am in the hostel...strange na...but then it had not been ..had it not been for Chunauti...cricket 2007 has got hold of my gray cells..otherwise...me in hostel...rare thing in BIT...as my friends say...hehe...but this never say die stay in bit mesra...now showing it's fag end to me.....and trust me...ab is jaaney waalli feeling ke saath bit ahcaa lag rha hai...:P

my mom is afraid ....bolti hain ladkaa pagaal hai..ptaa nhi naukrii waukrii krega ya nhi...hehe....
mainey b keh dia hai...mom mere se kch b umed maat rakhnaaa.....kyunki main kch ajeeb karney ke liye jee rha hun...shayaaad kuch sabse alaag....shaayad jo achaa kehlaaaye ....shaayad buraa....but ye to hai...aaam jindaagi nhi jiyungaa...chahe woh 40k a month pey ho ya....a crore a year....haan paise se ek lagaav hai....

aur bus itta hi hai....gaadddi maaast honi chahiye....and ghar mein swimming pool hna chahiye...jisme subah utho...aur kapdaaa shaapdaa pheenko...aur first floor ki balconey se jump maro...hehe...

ab itte chotey to khwaab hain mere....ismein b mumma ko daar lagtaa hai..ufff....ye parents b na...hehe....

last week mom se chalenge lagi...unhoney kaha ki tumare liye masst biwi main khojungi...mainey kaha...done...jo achaa khojey....hehe...ab achaa bole to specify karnaa jaruri hai.mom ka kehna hai ki...main to hun pagaal...mereko koi thoda b dominate nhi kar sktaaa...woh chodo...main ek din baat karun...ho sktaa hai 5 din gayaab ho jaun...ajeeb hun..ab ye saaab haar ladki to nhi bardaaasht karegi...aagey mom ki shikaaayaat hai ki mujhse aaalsi and untidy to duniya mein koi nhi janaaamaa....hehe....ye saab kaun sahegaaa..isilye mujhe bahut mehnaat karnaa jaruri hai apni aadaaton pey..hehe....aur even more..unko ye b idea hai ki mere liye girl friend khojnaa next to asaambhav hai.....isiliye mere liye ladki mom ko khojney diya jaye.......ye mummaa ka point f view hai..:P

ab meri b to suno...jo mainey unse kahaaa......main nhi badlungaa...kapdey jagaah pe nhi rakhungaa...net lagaa ke nhi soungaa...time pey shave nhi karunga...baal nhi jhaadungaa....hehe...kissi ki nhi sunungaaa...aise hi beshaarmon ki taraah jiungaa...ye saab jaantey hue koi mujhse pyaaar karegaa...to phir thik hai..nhi to tum jeeti main haaraa....it will then b ur caalll...

so this was the deal made.....the 20th march Shaadi agreement :P

now...my pyaare dad...he is there wid me alwayss...paapaa ko bolo...main job nhi join karungaa...he will say..koi nhi ...maaat karo...bolo kya karnaa hai...unse bolo...mere interviews achey nhi gaye..he says...koi baat nhi....agaali baar phod denaa....unse bolo..papa mainey ek ladkee ko maaaraa..and meri col mein complain ho gyi...he will say..are...maar liya naa....maar khaye nhi naa...to phir khush rho...baaaki hum dekh lengey...heehee...this is my dad :)


now my sissss....dee ke baare mein kya likhun...bahut caring...maanegi hi nhi ki main bi badaa ho gya hun..heehe....khub padhney bolti hai yaar...baap re...cat ke liye to itta daantaa ...uff...hehe...but very sweet sis....and jijooooooootoooo... ..hehe

coming to my friends...love f my life...they will always b...b it ranchi or bit...or even in other places around india...i hav some real gud..friends...and seniors...too...they have helped me survive against my own hell of a mind...hehe

i wrote this blog...bcos now am enterting into a new phase f my life...so was necesary to think..where i stand...and then face the tide...that awaits me....but will come..hehe..

ABCDEFG

it is a famous saying that goes being validated everywhere in the hemisphere of BACHELORHOOD!!

"A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl/s".

the definition itself qualifies boys into two categories --->

one who can do everything for HIS girl

and the other

who can do everything for A girl :P

do i need to explain this ???

na :P

tere pyaar mein diwaaney hue hum

now it is getting over my nerves!!!

koi meri isse setting karwaa raha hai??





story f my life ....searching for a ride
will u like to be my destiny???

Ek raastaa hai

those who may be terrorists for us today ...... we might have been terror for them some time ago!!!the cause and the effect are immaterial .... all our hearts cry when we see our colleagues dying in mumbai ... and may bjp and congress say whatever they want to...and may as many shivraj/r.r patilss resign...we all know...their is no solution at hand....the country knows this....we may say that after 9/11...seven years have passed under control in the US ...but then...even US knows....this wont ever end!!!!
the only thing we know is that when we were born .... we imbibed virtues from our enviornment..from our seniors...our parents and others....100 years from now...there won't be a single human present today alive ......it will be a new....WORLD...what we can do is stop the infection!!!Stop praising violence....for it can never be for the good or for the bad..it's always for some reason...and reasons always have one firing and other recieving end!!!
today i realize.....today i really salute Mahatama gandhi and his principles...he could foresee where the world was leading to...if u fight for a cause with a gun in your hand .... you kill people...and when you relax in your bedroom ... someone else spends sleepless nights...fighting for his cause...that might be your death!!!I feel ASHAMED of myself for having cheered and hooted at the top of my voice watching "rang de basanti" ..... i feel sorry for all of us..who have loved the BOURNE series.....damn it....today i realise ... the 10 men who devastated mumbai were no less than DAVID WEBB....they were all a part of some intelligence agency...trained to perfection...
When i had quarrels with my sister...none of us could ever believe that one of us was wrong...and yet were both surprised how the other could be so illogical!!!guys millions of people around the globe....they have different heritage....different upbringing...different circumstances...governing their life....they have personal and collective grievances against institutions which have once thrived on may be blood of those clans...and now claim to be perpetrators of peace.....it doesnt work that way...it wont ever...u and me will always be surprised as in why do terrorists kill people....??....but then we all know that they feel they are doing it for a cause.....whatever it be...that's what i want to emphasize on..."causes and reasons will always remain"....the effect won't be as bad...if we remove violence from our heart and our souls..and save our future generations from this devil.
one who is a hero for us might be the villain for someone else ...... no point cheering violence...because it's for ur good....let our children not be allowed to fall into this false trap of bravery..let our coming generations forget if not arms...then atleast the proud show of it!!!
let us rekindle the spirit of "ahimsaa"in our souls....let's look at the bigger solution to this problem and as citizens of India...let us swear to remove hatred from our hearts ...hatred not for someone ....for hatred never is for someone..it is in u..which under the disguise of some target..destroys u...let us become the humans we ought to be!!!

"IK" paal jo beet gaaya

12/02/09 iim k
13/02/09 iim i

k went bad .gd was on LTTE AND INDIA'S ROLE IN IT ...it was fine..
then the interview was entirely technical ...not a single hr question.
and the bad thing was they asked me from my non core papers.
my profile is:

10th icse 96%
12th cbse 89%
graduation bit mesra 79.1%

they asked me from signal processing ,discete mathematics,and general caluculs...which i could not answer....to be frank i got utter nervous in the 1st 5 mnts...then they went to politics...went ok...then to analyse your group gd...did...then ....asked me my area of academic interest..i t\asked them to ask anything from CSE DOMAIN...and they at max could move to MICROPROCESSORS(again electronics )...asked me to write a machine level code to add and print the sum of two nos....did....then they asked me the diff bwn science and engineering...and some other -3 min fundebaaji reltd to that...then it ended.... tell u...have not been ragged like this before....!!!total time 20 mints...

Indore went ok..gd was an article discussion..i started..then after 5 mints.it was a battlefield...and m,e on the top :P .... mam asked us alll to spk a mnte....we did...fine in the end...bcoz everyone was gudd....
then the PI....first question..y did u join BIT?
next...why u hae poor grades in data structures...
i said..i didn stdy...but i am good with all my core subjects....this was the right thing to happen...they asked me...wat is a core sub...i told..ask me anything from computers...he asked for may be 3 mins..rapidfire..good 7-8 quesns...from rdbms/os/csa/dma/cpu buses....answered alll with ease and grace then the hr mam...talked about my strenghts...weaknesses...about a sportsman....and then it was over...nice one ....lasted 4.5 minutes....

the moral is :

if K takes me ----it will b bcause i managed the crisis well fter the 1st 5 mints of my interview

if I doesn take me ---> i had overdone it in the gd.



but on the whole ...great experience ....waiting for the other three to come!!!!

IIN GALIYON MEIN HUM TO AMAR NA HO SAKE ... PAR KOI SHIKWA NHI TUMSE ... KAM SE KAM TUM HUMSE BEKHABAR TO NA REH SAKE

my life at bit mesra has been memorable not because of some great memories that i would relish,but more because of the relationships i made and because it was my first exposure to real life.

bit will always remind me of my hostel life.it would always remind me of my bus journies.it would always remind me of the madhuban and khalsa/munna trips.it would always refresh my memories about sleepy lectures and ofcourse the never say die dc++ and the 24/7 net availability...but trust me..no more.

bit mesra was a part of my life where i remained dormant.i never was what bit saw me being.those who know me well know that i never was what i was at bit.but then one good thing was i never realised how fast it has come to an end and then perhaps i realise that it was not that bad because i dont remember much of my life here.

might sound pretty bad,but then friends,that's the way it has been.i have loved my friends here,no doubt,but then friends can sit with me in a park and we can have fun.why did i need bit to justify my friendship.i did not.i will always have my friends , but take it from me,bit won't ever last in me.

not at all saying that bit was a bad place to be,no.but somehow i never found the gloves matching my hands.i did nothing in this campus.i did not study.i never did that in the classes.it was always in the hostel.may be 10 days a sem.i never played regular sports.i hardly did.but then,i dunno why?i have always been a gud student and a good sportsman.but i didn feel like doing either of these in bit.i have been a good orator.i seldom spoke here.i used to write poetry.i never wrote one in 4 years.i used to roam around.eve-teasing.no one could blame me of that in bit.

but then i LOVE BIT!!!!!for let us look at the effects bit had on me.without paying concern to the details.that is let us have an object oriented analysis of my life at bit rather than a procedural one.

when i entered bit, i believed that i was a very good student ------> today i know their are a lakh good students every year.may be 50% above you in intelligence and rest below.SUCCESS depends on hardwork!

when i entered bit,i believed that i am a very good speaker -----> today i know you need to be a good reader to become a good speaker.ORATORY implies making sense when u talk!

when i entered bit,i believed that i have very good communication skills -----> today i know communicating is more about LISTENING than SPEAKING!

when i entered bit, i believed that one should have a girlfriend at any point of time in life -----> today i know that a friend will become "MY GIRL" only when we decide that we are the only ones!

when i entered bit, i felt that i was learned ----->now i realise that i have JUST STARTED!

i know bit has not been a place where i have achieved.but it has been the place where my foundation has been laid.Thank you bit for all that u have been!